Take a moment…

Let’s just forget for a moment (or more) all about what’s to blame or who’s to blame or what could’ve been done. Let’s forget about the political statements and those vying for a political stance on this. Let’s just stop with the bickering and the hateful words for now… and mourn.  Many lives were lost in one tragic evening.  We need to mourn.
We as a country need to remember the ones that are no longer with us. Say a prayer, or whatever positive thing you want, for the families and friends that lost someone that night. The list of those identified from the Pulse massacre are below (and will continue to be filled until all are recognized.)  Read those names – they are people.  They are humans just like us.  They deserve to be mourned.  They deserve to be remembered.


If the list is too overwhelming, pick one or two names for the day and focus on him/her.
Edward Sotomayor Jr., 34
Stanley Almodovar III, 23
Luis Omar Ocasio-Capo, 20
Juan Ramon Guerrero, 22
Eric Ivan Ortiz-Rivera, 36
Peter O. Gonzalez-Cruz, 22
Luis S. Vielma, 22
Kimberly Morris, 37
Eddie Jamoldroy Justice, 30
Darryl Roman Burt II, 29
Deonka Deidra Drayton, 32
Alejandro Barrios Martinez, 21
Anthony Luis Laureano Disla, 25
Jean Carlos Mendez Perez, 35
Franky Jimmy Dejesus Velazquez, 50
Martin Benitez Torres, 33
Luis Daniel Wilson-Leon, 37
Mercedez Marisol Flores, 26
Amanda Alvear, 25
Xavier Emmanuel Serrano Rosado, 35
Gilberto Ramon Silva Menendez, 25
Simon Adrian Carrillo Fernandez, 31
Oscar A Aracena-Montero, 26
Enrique L. Rios, Jr., 25
Miguel Angel Honorato, 30
Javier Jorge-Reyes, 40
Joel Rayon Paniagua, 32
Jason Benjamin Josaphat, 19
Cory James Connell, 21
Juan P. Rivera Velazquez, 37
Luis Daniel Conde, 39
Shane Evan Tomlinson, 33
Juan Chevez-Martinez, 25
Jerald Arthur Wright, 31
Leroy Valentin Fernandez, 25
Tevin Eugene Crosby, 25
Jonathan Antonio Camuy Vega, 24
Jean C. Nives Rodriguez, 27
Rodolfo Ayala-Ayala, 33
Brenda Lee Marquez McCool, 49
Yilmary Rodriguez Sulivan, 24
Christopher Andrew Leinonen, 32
Angel L. Candelario-Padro, 28
Frank Hernandez, 27
Paul Terrell Henry, 41
Antonio Davon Brown, 29
Then, when you have another moment, hug/kiss your loved ones. Be a beacon of light for them. Show them how much their presence means to you. Don’t let hate or fear be who you are. Be stronger than that. Give love, accept love. Just love.

If you want to give blood:

If you’re local to the area, then you can give at OneBlood as they’re still in need of blood donations for the coming days.

If you want to help financially:

Equality Florida has created a GoFundMe page for the victims and their families.
Planting Peace has created a CrowdRise donation page to help cover funeral and medical costs.

You have a voice on social media:

Be careful with it.  Try to make your voice heard with intelligence and understanding, not anger and vitriol.  There’s enough of that type of talk out there, don’t add to it.   #stopthehate #oneheart #onelove #onepulse #weareone #gaylivesmatter #orlandostrong

Review: Winter (The Lunar Chronicles, #4) by Marissa Meyer

Winter by Marissa Meyer

3.5 stars

It had been quite a while between this final novel of the series and Cress for me to get into it again. And even more so since I didn’t get a chance to read it immediately upon release date due to other books in my TBR list. Nor did I try to refresh my memory from Cress to recall certain what happened to each of the characters.

However, with that said, enough of what happened in the previous books came back to me for me to understand what was going on in the beginning of this book. And I was able to read and enjoy the book all the while freaking out at the events that were taking place throughout. It was a thrilling journey packed with action, drama, and romance throughout.
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Review: Seeker (novel) by Arwen Elys Dayton

Seeker (Seeker, #1)Seeker by Arwen Elys Dayton

There is something interesting and unique about this story that kept be intrigued. And it’s kind of hard to say exactly what. Maybe it’s the characters, or the settings, or even the confusing storyline, but it drew me in.

I don’t want to get into details about the story because really, it’s not the easiest story to summarize. There are a four points of view and each one has their own side of the story, but I found each one of their sides compelling to find out more about.

The interesting thing about this is that the characters in this story aren’t exactly good, but they’re not exactly bad either. However, even if they’ve done the wrong thing, I have this part of me that sympathizes with them and that part wants to root for them. Unfortunately, that’s hard to do when you want to root for them all, despite the problems they cause.

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Review: Ready Player One (novel) by Ernest Cline

ready-player-one-smallReady Player One by Ernest Cline
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Yes, I only finished this book now. And boy, did I enjoy it.

Without giving too much away, this is a story about a young man living in an online-dependent world in the year 2044. Life is only partially lived in the real world where much of it is a wasteland and filled with, but most everyone around the world live their real lives online through a virtual world called the Oasis. The Oasis gives essentially gives everyone a chance to live out a different life than the one they have in the real world under the guise of their avatar. With enough credits, they can “travel” anywhere and do a whole lot more than what they’re physical selves can do.

And one of the creators of The Oasis has created a contest of a lifetime. The first person to solve the puzzles through the clues that he has laden with 80s references and you could win a mass fortune.

Wade Watts is one of those people. Author Ernest Cline lets us experience these challenges through Wade’s eyes, and he’s done an impressive telling of it for his debut novel. Wade is not unlike many people I know and have grown up with, especially when it comes to those who are fanatical about one thing or another, be it sports or games or movies. So, this kid is pretty relatable, and pretty likeable.

He doesn’t come across as arrogant or pitiful or vengeful, although he can be a bit obsessive, but in this story, that’s an advantage. Because the puzzles are ridiculously challenging and that’s what makes this story even more fun to read.

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Sorry, I just can’t keep this in any longer!

I haven’t been posting much here, but it’s the freakin’ X-Files! The. X. Files!

This is the show that started my fanfic writing. This is the show that started the “ship” term! Well, at least for me, it did. This is Mulder and Scully! There will never be another like them. And I’m so freakin’ excited I don’t even know what to say anymore.

Just watch and see why Gillian Anderson and David Duchovny still own it!

Now, I’ll admit that I haven’t watched every single episode of the original series, but I can guarantee that I watched every single episode of the series when Duchovny was a regular on the show. It was just never the same after his appearances became scarce. But you’ll be sure that I’ll be watching the revised series once it starts on January 24, 2016.

I know that just because the original creator and the original stars being on the show doesn’t mean it will be at the same greatness as it was more than 20 years ago, but I can’t imagine it being any better with any other actors and talent than the original.  I want to believe this is just going to be the best and it will still be as awesome as it was before.




THE X-FILES Returns, and here’s your first look!

Review: Nothing But Shadows (novella) by Cassandra Clare and Sarah Rees Brennan

Nothing but Shadows (Tales from the Shadowhunter Academy, #4)Nothing but Shadows by Cassandra Clare

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

I’m going to try to make this short.

We get to find out more about James Herondale in his very early teen years, as he goes to Shadowhunter Academy and tries to make friends with fellow Shadowhunter students, including Christopher Lightwood, Thomas Lightwood, and a very charming young Matthew Fairchild, who seems to have everyone’s favor, except for James.

I think this is the first real insight into the mind of James Herondale, and although I already adored him before, I love this kid. Which probably means I’m ready for my heart to be shattered all over again. Blah!

Seriously, Jamie, as Matthew calls him, is all kinds of vulnerable and we get a first hand look at it when he first arrives at the Academy and is made fun of, by someone I didn’t think I’d be disappointed with. Well, maybe I shouldn’t be surprised, though.

That’s pretty much part of the lesson that can be learned by reading this tale – that not everyone is what they make themselves out to be… or not everyone deserves the name they own. At least, not when their teenagers.

With that said, we find James not quite fitting in at the school and it seems that no one is helping, not even him. But things happen, and with an amazing heart-to-heart scene with “Uncle Jem”, as James so affectionately calls Brother Z, we find that there is hope for Jamie. And Matthew. And I couldn’t be happier for these two!

Plus, spoilers ahead…





By the angel! We finally see what makes James Herondale his mother’s son.  He can turn into a Shadow (into dark air or something)!!!  I had forgotten that he’s basically part warlock, and thus is Marked with warlock magic. Of course, this didn’t really help him keep some of his new-found friends, but it made him find those who are capable of being true friends.

Having Will act in a way we haven’t seen him act much like before in The Infernal Devices was really awesome, I have to say. He has become the confident, and still handsome, honorable Shadowhunter he was meant to be.

And I love how James talks about the TID trio, with such admiration and love for them. It just shows how much they love him.

I’m looking forward to reading more about James, while at the same time dreading the sorrow that will most definitely come along with his story.

And at the same time, I’m hopeful that Simon will finally rectify the relationships he’s been so unsure about.

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THE X-FILES To Return with Original Duo and Creator

Mulder and Scully are back!

The X-Files was my first influence into writing fan fiction, and I think those stories are still around somewere in the interverse.  Anyway, it’s been talked about for a long time, and it seems that Fox has decided that it was time to actually do something about it.  They’ve gotten Chris Carter, David Duchovny, and Gillian Anderson back, which really is the only way to bring back The X-Files.  Sorry, other peeps that were in the later seasons that I can’t even remember your names, but it was always about Mulder and Scully.

“I think of it as a 13-year commercial break,” said Carter. “The good news is the world has only gotten that much stranger, a perfect time to tell these six stories.”

Yeah, six episodes.  Well, I guess that’s something.  They just better be really good episodes!


The X-Files ran for about 10 seasons, but those last 3 really didn’t count for much since David Duchovny took his exit around season 7.  They tried to make it work, bringing in two new FBI agents into the fold, but the show was really losing its steam (as you can tell, I was one of them who lost interest.)  Then they had the movies, but unfortunately, it didn’t do as well as they’d hoped.

You could say that The X-Files was what influenced a lot of the popular shows today in pushing the boundaries of content on TV, but it was just also a really standout series.  I don’t know if they’ll be able to stand out as much now on network television, what with cable shows like The Walking Dead and Breaking Bad having pushed the boundaries of what to show on the small screen, with even some other network shows, such as Hannibal (which Gillian Anderson appeared in as well.)  But then again, maybe it’s time to see what Carter can do if given more to push.

I was such an X-Phile when it first came out, and I still have some collectibles, of course. I’m excited for this, but at the same time, I wonder if it’s going to have the same appeal as it did during its original run. What do you think?

via Deadline.

Review: Conviction (novel) by Kelly Loy Gilbert

ConvictionConviction by Kelly Loy Gilbert

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

**This book was given to me in exchange for my honest review**

Somewhere between 3 and 4 stars

I wasn’t expecting to get caught up in this story as much I was, especially because I was in the middle of reading a really good book series. However, I felt that if I didn’t read it now, I might not ever get to it. And I’m pretty glad I did.

First off, I wouldn’t label this a Christian book, although there are themes of religion and Christianity involved. Being raised in a Christian church and going to a Christian college, I’m familiar with some of the settings. However, the description about the main character’s faith in God was kind of what drew me to it.

Braden is the main protagonist, and basically, his family is all kinds of dysfunctional. Since he lives in a small-town community, you’d think his dad being accused for murder wouldn’t gain national attention, but it does for two reasons: who his dad is accused of murdering, and that fact that his dad is an outspoken Christian radio host.

When Braden’s brother comes back to town after being gone nine years without any communication with Braden of their father, things start to unfold about the life that Braden has been living.

It’s a painfully realistic story of how so many kids and teens can and have been manipulated by those in authority, and in many cases, by their parents. Not only that, because of his belief that God will make everything right in a conventional sense only exacerbates the confusion and low self-esteem in himself.

Although he knows he’s a good pitcher, we get to know just how low in the totem pole he thinks he is, and it’s a sad and brutal look at the life of a boy so subtly manipulated into thinking that only one person can love who he truly is.

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SEVENTH SON (Movie) Review

I’m not going to try and make this out to be as bad as the critics say it is, however, it wasn’t great.

Basically, there was a lot of bad casting in Seventh Son.  It’s hard enough to see Julianne Moore as the evil witch, but what makes it worse is the casting of Jeff Bridges as Master Gregory, the knight who fights off evil, or in this case, witches.


I mean, have you seen the trailers and TV spots?  Jeff Bridges is already hard enough to understand nowadays, but now he has to play an old Spook, as his warrior title is called, who mumbles, too.  And, I believe his character is supposed to be some hardened warrior who has humorous moments, thus humorous lines.  But really, he was neither hardened nor funny when it called for it.  He may have tried to act it, but honestly, I just don’t think the role was for him.  However, I can’t say the script was all that great either.

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Review: Undivided

UndividedUndivided by Neal Shusterman
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

There are storytellers, and then there are storytellers. Neal Shusterman is a storyteller! I was drawn in from the first book, reading on the lives of three young people trying to just survive in their world.

There was Connor, the angry-at-the-world boy who just got into too many arguments and fights with basically everyone, including his parents… or especially his parents.

There was Risa, the ward of the state, the orphan in a world that doesn’t need orphans, trying to give anyone a reason to accept her and want her.

And there was Lev, the misguided boy who was willing to sacrifice his life for the “greater good” of the people, accepting his fate as a step-up over living his own life, whole.

Each one of them went through more than any child (and let’s be real, teens are still children), or even any full grown adult, should have to face.

In this final book of the Unwind dystology, we finally get to see if any of their efforts in stopping unwinding will have any effect on the world, and if people will be able to finally see the likes of kids like Connor, Risa, and Lev as worthy and capable of being a part of society. Of course, that depends on society.

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